Why is Valentine's day so damn painful to me this year...

Every year is the same thing. Yet another geek alone and lonely on a "celebrated" day of the year. You almost think i would be used to it. But I can't loose myself in my hobbies to help me forget about this accursed day.

Things would be fine if i was able to have someone to focus on, but that fell through yet again, by another woman that says she wants to see you again, but gives you the "Sorry, I'm really busy right now!" story in an attempt to avoid having to show that you like to play games. I thought women my age outgrew this sooner or later. If i could swear off em and just go gay, i would. But im a lesbian in a man's body.

Oh well, heres to another year of romantic pain. The only women looking for you are the women of negotiable affection, buddy.