Where does the anger come from?
I recently went back to the internal website of my alma mater, The University of Advancing Technology, in Phoenix, Arizona. Once inside, I was informed of an event that for some reason, infuriates me to my very soul.
Corey Johnson gets a job at Electronic Arts.
And not at a entry level position like the rest of us pukes, freaking Application Development. Granted, he knows his math and is an intelligent person. But ever since i saw him lead our initial game project into the very core of the earth, anything with both Corey Johnson and a job together makes me cringe. I suppose I should do the good thing, cause in general conversation we do get along. But I have never been so unsettled as I am now. My mind is racing, thinking of every possible way certain events could have unfolded, and I'm not even tryin! If I could think this intently every day, maybe I wouldn't be such a academic and financial dumbass! Anyway, to my point.
Why does this piss me off so?
Normally, this kind of thought would boggle my mind, but its allready boggled enough from reading this news. Ever since that project, I have been on Projects that take off after I leave 'em. Either that or I choke on the work.
Maybe 4 years of my life are down the drain and the only payoff I have is a 45,000 dollar bill from the Gov't.
Oh well, another day in the life of me.
At least I had one recent week of happiness. I should have never left.
Corey Johnson gets a job at Electronic Arts.
And not at a entry level position like the rest of us pukes, freaking Application Development. Granted, he knows his math and is an intelligent person. But ever since i saw him lead our initial game project into the very core of the earth, anything with both Corey Johnson and a job together makes me cringe. I suppose I should do the good thing, cause in general conversation we do get along. But I have never been so unsettled as I am now. My mind is racing, thinking of every possible way certain events could have unfolded, and I'm not even tryin! If I could think this intently every day, maybe I wouldn't be such a academic and financial dumbass! Anyway, to my point.
Why does this piss me off so?
Normally, this kind of thought would boggle my mind, but its allready boggled enough from reading this news. Ever since that project, I have been on Projects that take off after I leave 'em. Either that or I choke on the work.
Maybe 4 years of my life are down the drain and the only payoff I have is a 45,000 dollar bill from the Gov't.
Oh well, another day in the life of me.
At least I had one recent week of happiness. I should have never left.
posted by Xenocore at
3:18 PM
1 Comments:
Don't wonder anymore Dude; I know exactly where the anger comes from. It's cause you're ethnically challenged. That is to say- through no fault of your own, your history, background and heritage of genitic traits make you pre-disposed to such feelings. It's like being Jewish or Chatholic and feeling guilty all the time.
LOL. You just need some home cooking. Make you feel better. Buy me a bag of apples and we'll talk.
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