The world has gone mental.
All those years of free love and experimentation of "opening your mind" has pilled over into our everyday lives. I say this because its the only way I can rationalize some of the stuff that happens to me on a regular basis. It may be my own personal form of paranoia, but hell, im a child of the hippie generation too, so who knows in the end anyway.
A series of thoughts came to me today to prompt this post.
- Despite my attempts, I cannot explain things in layman terms on the first try.
- I am convinced that there are no women in my home town that suit my taste due to the fact that (in this combination) I am a gamer, have experience with REAL RPG's, know a fair amount of TV knowledge, can quote certain movies when required, and know how to fix my own computer. Enjoying the said is also included.
- I am able to keep things completely professional between a drop dead gorgeous female customer and myself.
- Would rather order a woman on the internet from the far east than go hunt for a suitable woman while weeding out the mentally unqualified ones locally.
- Etc., etc., etc.
With the following echoing in my mind. My mother says( in responce to a statement I had made,) "Oh, honey, you aren't a geek." That statement triggered a mass of activity in the grey matter. And the answer to this deep thought is this. I may as well declare it to the world, because i dont see myself trying that hard to change it, nor will I try to hide it in the pursuit of a better situation.
I AM A GEEK, A NERD, AND CONSIDERED STRANGE TO
THE GENERAL PUBLIC.
I WILL BE PROUD OF IT!

Screw all these people that dont understand what the hell im talking about. Go read a book or something!
No, I won't fix your computer!
Yes, I dont copulate on a regular basis like you breeders, but im still better at it than you, cause I study! Geek love is better than breeder love anyday!
Maybe its just anger, fustration, depression, caffiene, and an ergonomic keyboard that makes these thoughts flow so effortlessly onto a page. But I dont care anymore.
I am a geek, I will not be happy till I am with my people. And no, I dont mean my fellow negros. I get enough heat there just because i'm not down with rap and can't listen to Jay-Z and 50 cent all night. I mean nerds, geeks, LARPS, Trekkers, Lucasites, Rules Laywers, Thespians, and the elusive female geeks that brave our ranks. Screw florida, screw the US. We should all use our collective brain power, make our own country in the middle of the pacific and begin our conquest of the "normals". They dont know how to fix any of the stuff they use anyway, they will fall to us out of sheer desperation.
"PLEASE FIX OUR STUFF!!"
"WHERE IS THE ANY KEY!!"
"WHAT THE HECK IS THIS THAC0 THING YOU KEEP SCREAMING AT ME? IS THAT AN INSULT?"
Maybe they will never understand. But I no longer expect them too. I hide like Bruce in the Bat Cave, waiting for the time to come out and greet my people. But no longer. I will just do as i have been. Then the world will appreciate me for the Thespian/Gamer/True RPG Geek that I am.
DISCLAIMER
This statement is not written in anger, but in fustration. And i'm part thespian geek, so drama is a given. :-P